Today’s been… kind of nothing. I don’t feel like it’s been weird. I have no motivation. I’m not lethargic, or energetic. Not happy or depressed. I haven’t felt hungry or thirsty or anything. I’ve played some games today, and looked at a couple of blank pages to maybe write something. I did write a blog entry, which immediately got misinterpreted (I think–maybe Nathan just disagrees). I couldn’t really get my brain to engage while writing, though. It’s like I’m apathetic. Neutral.
There’s nothing malicious about it. Nothing at all, really. I’m just existing.
What’s the deal? It’d be disconcerting if I was capable of feeling any strong emotion today.
I hope this lack of feeling is gone by tomorrow.