I’m not a good student. This came as a shock to my high school graduating class, many of whom assumed I was valedictorian when I actually ranked somewhere in the 40s. I lost my scholarship after my freshman year of college due to a combination of bad professors, working too much, and not knowing how to study. And as I began work on my master’s degree, I realized something new about hard work and good grades.
It isn’t worth it. When I was younger, I got mediocre grades because I didn’t care. I cared a lot about learning, but I didn’t feel the need to jump through hoops to prove what I knew. During my post-graduate work, I had a new reason, which was that working hard to get a better grade simply didn’t buy me anything.